sorry this isn't good

[ At the touch, Zell tips his head up to try to catch Jim's hand against his mouth. A part of him wants to feel and taste his boyfriend to make sure the memory matches with the present. He holds himself from it as he looks at the shadows beyond his boyfriend.

Breathing out a slow, shuddering breath as he rubs his face against Jim. ]

I'm back. You're back. I missed you so much, Stars.

[ He can feel the different lengths of his hair. He can hear him breathing.

But the static remains in the darkest parts of the house. Jim fills him with ease, but seeing it still leaves a bittersweet feeling. The static can snatch this away any moment. Closing his eyes as he presses a kiss against his Stars' head. ]

I'm not letting go.