unless that wasn't true in the first place. maybe he lied this whole time.
[ But then maybe he's lying about this then, too? But maybe not. Maybe- ]
maybe this was all some kind of fucked up experiment. maybe it was just some kind of trial thing all along.
[ Maybe he shouldn't be spilling all of this. Maybe he should have kept it all to himself. Maybe he's a fool for saying anything at all. But his mind feels like it's whirling, fear rising again. Before, it had been affecting his comrades in arms. Now, it's something with a further reach. ]
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[ But then maybe he's lying about this then, too? But maybe not. Maybe- ]
maybe this was all some kind of fucked up experiment. maybe it was just some kind of trial thing all along.
[ Maybe he shouldn't be spilling all of this. Maybe he should have kept it all to himself. Maybe he's a fool for saying anything at all. But his mind feels like it's whirling, fear rising again. Before, it had been affecting his comrades in arms. Now, it's something with a further reach. ]