You mumbled. [ Jim's smiling shyly at the camera. He feels silly now that he's made Zell repeat it, but it was important to hear. It's the first time Zell's said it - the first time that anyone's said it to Jim outside his family - and just thinking about it makes his heart pound a little faster. Love seems big, and even scarier than the giant unnamed feeling it had been before Zell put a name to it. ] I really wanted to hear you say it out loud.
[It doesn't feel like the first time he's said it, but that's because he already used the word when talking to Zack. Whoops.] I will say it as many times as you wish, Stars. [And times he doesn't ask for it, but might need it. Or times that Zell just feels like saying it.
Pressing a kiss against the screen.] Sorry, can't really play anything. Might wake someone up getting my guitar. [That being Brian or the cat.]
[ It definitely feels like the first time for Jim, who's still looking somewhere between smug and poleaxed. So poleaxed that he's forgotten to say it back, but he won't realize that for a while yet. ]
You'll just have to save it for when we're in person. I expect a concert, maestro. Three instruments at once or my money back.
Don't think I've gotten the hang of playing three at once. Do you take other payment?
[Pausing as he dug through his pockets to pull out a kazoo.] I do have this. It's not very soothing though. [Giving a grin as he puts it on his mouth. Looking over to the door a moment. Who even knows if Brian sleeps, so he'll just hum a couple of notes into it. So romantic, right?]
Sounds like a guy I met once who talked like that. [ Well... not exactly like that, but Zell doens't need to know the details. It's probably enough that something about it is clearly amusing Zell. ] Either you've got to practice really hard, or we're gonna have to work something out.
[He's grinning a bit at that.] Yeah? I can do it when I wake you up in the morning if you like. [Is he serious? Is he teasing? The smile will probably say he's teasing, but he is giving a look that says he's considering it.] I'll do my best, but if your take kisses and back rubs for payment... [Then he might go with the payment option.]
If you're going to use it to wake me up, you're going to rack up some major debts, Mr. Dincht. [ The look Jim's giving Zell says that he knows Zell's joking, but also that he wouldn't put it past Zell to try it at least once. ] Shouldn't live beyond your means.
[Zell can think of some better ways to wake up his boyfriend that didn't involve the kazoo. Though Jim's words does make it a little tempting. He'll rub his chin in consideration for a moment before giving a coy look.]
Guess that would mean keeping me around for a long time until I pay you back, huh?
[It's cute when Jim does it. He feels his heart ache watching the motion. Messing his own hair up as he smiles a bit.]
Speaking of risks, there is a lot of rubble that needs to be cleaned out here. We should come back. [There is a pause.] Enjoying the shower is a plus. [Sneaking peeks of his boyfriend in various stages of missing an article or more of clothing is definitely a plus. Flushing a little bit when he thinks that as he looks away.
Zell. [ Yeah, Jim knows exactly what he's thinking about - at least, if he's flashing back to that night they'd taken a bath together, before they pierced Zell's ear. And it's not even fair to bring it up when Zell is days away and not right here where Jim can hold him. ] I'd like that.
[ He clears his throat and shakes his head. ] An old ballad. It's about a man who's going to be sacrificed to the devil if his lover doesn't hold on to him no matter what.
What? [Can you really blame a guy for thinking about his boyfriend naked? Sheepishly smiling as he looks back at the tablet's screen. It's not like he's sending Jim near nude photos of himself- oh wait. Already covered that earlier. Jim would like that. He looks happy that he still would like to clean up rubble and shower with him even after the path Zell's mind went.
And even more happy looking because Jim is actually going to sing for him.] Sounds good.
[ Jim kisses his fingertips and touches them to the tablet screen again before he clears his throat and starts to sing. His voice is nothing amazing, but it's a song he knows well and it makes the hospital seem just a little less oppressive and Zell just a little closer. ]
[Stop being so cute and far away. The kiss makes his heart do flips and ache all at once. They will have some making up to do as soon as they find each other again.
Bringing his knees up and resting his chin in his hand as he listens. He is so glad this is on video. Hes going to re-watch this probably for the rest of the night!
Once Jim is finished, he'll give a super adoring face. Jim could have a frog in his throat and Zell would still love his singing.]
Lots. [ He feels... intensely stupid singing to the tablet, but it's worth it to see that look on Zell's face. Jim wants to kiss him so badly it hurts, to tell him - to answer back that I Love You, in person, a thousand times over. ] Want an adventure or - uh, a love song?
[Lots, huh?] You should teach me all the songs you know some time. I can teach you how to play. [Play what might be the surprise. Maybe he'll pull the kazoo out just to tease.] Adventure. Save the love songs for when I can actually touch you.
I'd like that, when we have time between training. [ Or whenever Jim can distract Zell from training; he may already be plotting. ] Alright, one thrilling adventure yarn, coming right up.
[Bring on the distractions. It won't really work unless Jim decides to take off some layers of clothes.] I know you'll figure it out. You're a fast learner. [And he's very good with his hands. The same hands his own was missing. Grinning as he leans back to wait for the song. He really has the best boyfriend if he's willing to sing to him.]
[Zell might do one, but entirely on accident.] Huh? Really?
[Rubbing the back of his neck feeling pretty pleased and bashful as he grins.] Thanks. I do like teaching you. [It comes with a lot of rewards. He also likes sharing what he knows with others. It's been pretty exciting.
Thinking about being a teacher some day though... he could apply to being an instructor now that he's a SeeD. Even if he can't feel that victory because it's been taken from him, he still knows that's what he is.
Though he also wonders about Jim's world. Would that be something he could do there?]
I get to be Zack's teacher soon. He wants to become a mercenary. [So Zell will show him the ropes. :D]
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Pressing a kiss against the screen.] Sorry, can't really play anything. Might wake someone up getting my guitar. [That being Brian or the cat.]
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You'll just have to save it for when we're in person. I expect a concert, maestro. Three instruments at once or my money back.
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[Pausing as he dug through his pockets to pull out a kazoo.] I do have this. It's not very soothing though. [Giving a grin as he puts it on his mouth. Looking over to the door a moment. Who even knows if Brian sleeps, so he'll just hum a couple of notes into it. So romantic, right?]
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Guess that would mean keeping me around for a long time until I pay you back, huh?
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[ Jim holds the bracelet up to catch the tablet light, a visual reminder. ]
Just... as soon as you get back.
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[Then he's going to smile at seeing the bracelet. Tracing it on the screen for a moment.]
Wouldn't even think about getting out of it, Stars. I'm all yours.
[For as long as Jim will have him. Holding up the bracelet Jim made him and placing a kiss against the coin.]
I'll make it back to you in one piece.
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Speaking of risks, there is a lot of rubble that needs to be cleaned out here. We should come back. [There is a pause.] Enjoying the shower is a plus. [Sneaking peeks of his boyfriend in various stages of missing an article or more of clothing is definitely a plus. Flushing a little bit when he thinks that as he looks away.
Clearing his throat.]
Wha-what are you going to sing for me?
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[ He clears his throat and shakes his head. ] An old ballad. It's about a man who's going to be sacrificed to the devil if his lover doesn't hold on to him no matter what.
Sorry. <3
And even more happy looking because Jim is actually going to sing for him.] Sounds good.
whyfore?
-It's been a while. Promise not to make fun of me?
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I promise I won't make fun of you.
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[ Jim kisses his fingertips and touches them to the tablet screen again before he clears his throat and starts to sing. His voice is nothing amazing, but it's a song he knows well and it makes the hospital seem just a little less oppressive and Zell just a little closer. ]
zell is gonna marry him
Bringing his knees up and resting his chin in his hand as he listens. He is so glad this is on video. Hes going to re-watch this probably for the rest of the night!
Once Jim is finished, he'll give a super adoring face. Jim could have a frog in his throat and Zell would still love his singing.]
Know another one?
good 'cause he's going to marry zell
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unlike other shameless people Jim could name.] You're a good teacher.[ Y'know, when Zell wasn't letting himself be distracted by his sometimes-lazy student. ] You'd be a good teacher one day.
[ It's soft, and the realization comes out of nowhere, but Jim thinks it's true. ]
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[Rubbing the back of his neck feeling pretty pleased and bashful as he grins.] Thanks. I do like teaching you. [It comes with a lot of rewards. He also likes sharing what he knows with others. It's been pretty exciting.
Thinking about being a teacher some day though... he could apply to being an instructor now that he's a SeeD. Even if he can't feel that victory because it's been taken from him, he still knows that's what he is.
Though he also wonders about Jim's world. Would that be something he could do there?]
I get to be Zack's teacher soon. He wants to become a mercenary. [So Zell will show him the ropes. :D]
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